December 2009
9 posts
6.53 right now, it have been a long time since i have woke up at this hour. i close my eyes, told myself that i was aslp then woke up again, trying to get back to slp, check the phone, stared at the computer screen, reading things again and again, then try to get back to sleep but it was impossible, with something heavy in the chest.
last day of the year, i need to do some self reflection. you...
i want to have my own room, i wish i can have. at leas thr’s a place with really what i call privacy. sometimes, there is a need to have a place to cry.
dont be like them, pls dont be like them. i beg you. there’s a lot more i want you to know that i really hate this behavior, how much i detest this feeling. I tried to, you make me feel v useless. I cant force you to feel happy when...
my awesome XMAS
<3
23rd was wonderful even thou i forget steps during performance which is kinda obvious. I’m really grateful to all that have came to support, my sis, mommy, LLG and my QinAiDe(she’s sick). i really love them & they are really the best grp of friends i have ever made, making it to almost all my public performances since sec sch. i never feel lonely with them arnd.
24th...
23rddddddddd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
before i go to bed. i better stick a note on the mirror as a reminder of what to bring tml so that i wont forget what to bring.
There’s one thing i want to congratulate myself, probably the most bimbotic thing ever. I FINALLY LOST COUNT OF THE NEW CLOTHES I BOUGHT THIS MONTH.
next, i did some christmas card using illustrator and PS but i dont know if i should...
2 weeks
Workload for this 2 week is actually no different from a normal school day except for the fact that the work is more. Here is it, my lecturers’ wonderful to do list for me.
studio proj(my board game) Tay’s colour studies Patricks’s CD cover and lyrics design Ergonomic
next, Dance.
upcoming is the christmas performances, follow by open house, dance work and club crawl. but...
i really need you by my side, i really do.
This Dec feels so July
its the first time in my life that Dec seems to be July, year end taking place like mid year. For the past 10years, Jun, nov and dec are holidays. My body kind of react that way but my brain isn’t. This is hard to explain. Time passes so fast. It feels like ytd when i last meet my sec sch friends yet when i read back from my open blog/private blog and new blog, i realise it was ages when i...
Remember those walls I built Well, baby...